Keeping keeping on...

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A cup of tea by my hand, computer before me, and I am ready to do nothing.  I wish I could.  I've been out of a job for what seems like ages, and even though I am working on trying to scrape a little here and there, it's not making enough to make the ends meet.  and what is always worse is that the ends get farther away with each day.  But I keep going.  Keep looking for a job... and keep hoping.

The shitty thing is that I am stuck here all the time.  I can't tell you how much I just want to get away for a bit, and not having a job as an excuse to get away just adds to the shitty.  And the worst part about not getting away is the waning desire to move after so long.  It's like a pile of concrete that constantly needs to be removed before you feel like moving.  Everyday there is more concrete at the feet, and I'm tired of moving it.

Okay, but enough bitching... I've been doing all sorts of things to keep me motivated to move.  I have small things to do, like maintain my Etsy shop and try to come up with any other ways to make come cash.  I've also been trying to keep busy with small things here and there like sketches and keeping the webcomics updated.  

And lastly, I've been slowly working on the children's book.  My goal is to be ready for print by mid October.  but like everything else, I still have to removed the proverbial concrete before I get to working on that.  It's been slow, but there has been progress.  That in mind, I'm going to finish my daily job search and get to work on something... 
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